So it's been a while since I wrote anything here. I guess I was a super depressed child back then. Things are going great now though; I've grown a lot and I know what I need to do to be a better person and wife. Steven and I are doing great; we are both very excited as our second year anniversary approaches. I can't believe it'll be two years in fourteen days!!! Best two years of my life, even though they were a bit rocky. We learned how to be a married couple, and we rarely fight now-a-days. I'm so happy that I was lucky enough to end up with a man as extraordinary as him. We are slowly but surely working our way into moving out, which has been much needed for a while now. We had trouble finding jobs when we were first married, but since I quit mine at Kohl's and he started one in Focus, things have gone great. I'm kinda nervous about having to find one for the summer, because I truly wish to just be lazy and stuff, but I know I would go crazy with nothing to do.
On the bright side, I finally get my own kitties!!! I will be taking care of the kitties in the new Petco as a volunteer, which I'm glad about because I want more volunteer hours, but most importantly because I love taking care of the little ones. They are truly one of the most important things in my life that make me extremely happy, and I feel blessed for being able to help them find forever homes. Volunteering is something I want to do for the rest of my life, no matter what it is; I enjoy it, it keeps me occupied, and it gives my life some sort of value beyond what I feel it has by itself.
School is another thing that has been big in my life lately. I decided that I want to be a neurologist. Not only does it pay well, but it also lets me be able to touch and manipulate the brain in ways I wouldn't be able to to if I just wanted to be a psychiatrist. However, I'm struggling with chemistry, which is a major part of my degree. I'm afraid to go talk to my counselor because last time we talked she wasn't very encouraging, and I'm not entirely sure of how I should approach the situation. I hope that I can find a way to do things smoothly, but I feel like I'm not going anywhere. I know I need to apply myself a lot more, and I'm going to do my best, but I have to figure out a way to get into the groove of things and stop procrastinating. I need to do better in order to be who and what I want to be in the future.
I have a bright outlook of life right now.
I don't want to change that anytime soon.
Love,
Andrea~!
